oh..what happen?

damn it..
i don't know about my self today..WHAT THE FUUCKKK!!!

ngga ngerti, masalah hati benar2 menganggu hidupku..

dunno what happen,,bener2 gue ngga ngerti ap yg terjadi..

gue, tetap gabisa menutup perasaan cemburu gue, mau seperti apa gue memaki setyo, mencoba menutupi rasa cinta gue, oh itu malah bikin gue gila dan menangis
mungkin benar, memang benar,,gue bener2 cinta
oh..fucking shit..

tadi aj gue sampe mau melempar acer 2920 ini pk sendal.,gara2?
hahah..setyo lah..
bujug dah, ntar kalo dia iseng bc blog saya, bisa abis saya
wwkwkwkwk..

now, i'll try to forget him
tapi kalo engga bisa yaudah,itu kuasa Tuhan..
ahahahah...
mungkin memang benar kalo jodoh engga kemana..



HEY, GUE KURANG BAIK APA SAMA LO??!
gue merasa gue udah berkorban bnyk untuk setyo, banyak banget..
gue tau, dia itu pernah suka sm gue..tp ngga tau dia loser ato apa lah sampe dia engga berani bilang suka ke gue..
jujur, gue nyesel sudah membuat dia takut seperti itu..
gue pun nangis..waktu inget.. __ aah.. saat itu, gue berantem hebat sm dia,,sebenernya itu salah dia..tapi gue yang lebay, gue yang tidak berjiwa memaafkan,sehingga dia bener2 ngemis maaf ke gue..gue nyesel gimana gitu,gue tetep mutung ke dia,,tetep ngatosi dia,sampe dia bener2 desperate gatau lagi gmna caranya minta maap ke gue __ waktu itu gue nangis, gue nyesel banget udah nyakitin dia..bikin dia kayak gitu..
dan, gue beneran nyesel, nangis..sedih banget rasanya udah nyakitin dia, bikin dia merasa bersalah, bikin dia ngemis maaf,padahal masalahnya bisa gue bikin lebih simple lagi, dan ga makan waktu dua hari gitu..


hikz..
sekarang?
i'm so sorry brother..
iya,
lo mungkin pikir gue yg aneh, ga tangkep sinyal2 cinta lo,,or whatever you called..
tapi, keadaan yg maksa..


ohh....what the fuck lah..
udah mlm..otak gue tdk bisa dipaksa untuk berpikir lebih keras lg..
yang pasti, sekeras ap gue nyoba musuhin lo, itu ga akan berhasil bagi gue..
lebih baik gue mencoba merasakan sakit, pedih, marah, emosi..
atau semuanya saat gue liat lo dgn bangga nya menggandeng pacar baru lo, yg mungkin lo proyeksi kan "kalo ngga dapet sinta gue sama si cewek ini"

hhahahaha,,gue selalu ada disini kok setyo, 24/7 available for you..
walau mungkin cara gue menanggapi sesuai mood gue ke elo.,hahahaha

remember, gue yang selalu menerima kekurangan lo..dan gue tau, kalo semua cewek tau kekurangan lo yang sangat minus itu, bisa dibilang mungkin cuma gue yg tetep mau kenal sama lo..

itulah mencintai..
:D
gue akan selalu menunggu lo.


BREAKING UP YOUR GIRLFRIEND NOW I'LL BE BETTER FROM HER..
nagahahahahhahaah...


karena gue tau satu hal, dan kalimat inilah yang bikin gue selalu berdiri disini, menunggu lo putus sama cewek lo yg katanya HEBAT itu..

"bila itu menyenangkan, orang takkan menyebutnya jatuh cinta.."

ya, anda benar..wkwkwk
tapi bukankah tdk semua jatuh cinta itu happy ending?


oh, fuck of love aja ya lama2 kalo gini..





ini ada satu (atau beberapa?) wisdom menarik..

Norman Lindsay:

The best love affairs are those we never had.


Reinhold Niebuhr:

Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.




Elbert Hubbard:

The love we give away is the only love we keep.



Barbara De Angelis:

Love and kindness are never wasted. They always make a difference. They bless the one who receives them, and they bless you, the giver.



Antoine de Saint-Exupery:

Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.



Amy Bloom:

Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.


Anais Nin:

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.




hahahah..bagus yaaa?
dari wisdomquotes.com


hahha..

nanti saya copy paste yg banyak lagi





*duh,tetep gabisa kasih wall sama maen pett neh. acer 2920 busukan*